1- Not everything happens for a reason, sometimes really fucking shit things happen for no reason at all. I go more in depth in about...

After Clay died I searched high and low for a reason, for some sort of ‘purpose’ that I falsely thought I had to find. See, throughout...

It’s a question that’s been whirling around my head for the past 6 weeks or so, I know we are still early in our grief journey but I look...

As I’m sat here stroking Clay’s footprint pendent on my necklace, staring out of the window on a dreary January afternoon, Clay should be...

This isn’t the blog I ever thought I would be writing, I was planning on writing a ‘first trimester pregnancy after loss’ blog over the...

When Clay died I always knew Christmas was going to be one of the tougher ‘firsts’ we faced, however December has been a lot tougher than...

I want to start this blog with a little caveat that I wish I didn’t have to write, having another baby will never ever replace Clay, nor...

In the months leading up to Clay being born, like I’m sure many people do, I lost count of the amount of times I said to Dan ‘ooo let's...

Ok, hear me out on this one. I am very fortunate that during the past few months after losing Clay, apart from a few short fleeting...

First of all, Hi, I’m Beth and Clay is our first child. Myself and my husband Dan are happily married and live with our Australian...